Step into my Shadow

Personally, and I'll probably get some crap over this, I've never been very big on patriotism. I prefer to put my trust in specific people more than a country run by a government that contains many people that I've never even heard of. I try to watch the news every day to stay with the issues at hand, I try to keep a grasp on what is being talked about through personal research, and I don't let things like pride in my country muddle what I believe in the end. I like making my own decisions about things and not through information passed through a line like a game of telephone. I do not mock the beliefs of others, as I hope no one mocks my own. Often times in school, when writing papers, I would always play what is called the devils advocate. I would take time to seriously look at things from both sides, no matter what personal position I took. It helped me broaden my understanding and back up my own thoughts on the subject. It is through this method of 'Playing the Devil's Advocate' that I hope to express more of my thoughts, even if no one reads them.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

New Options

I've added a few new things on my sidebar.

  1. Looking for Me?
  • Here you can find sites that I normally lurk around
  • It will list the site name and then my user or pen name for that site
  • If a site is not child applicable then I will put a star by it

2. Fan Fics

  • I will post my fanfiction page link here
  • I will also post my favorite writers -like darkalbino or michellerine-
  • My favorite stories will also be linked
  • Any story that is not my own I do not claim to own! They belong to their respected authors
  • Some may be bad for children I will put a star beside it

I may be adding more later but I hope everyone enjoys these so far!

Monday, March 23, 2009

ATTENTION RACE FANS!

It is time for Daytona 500! No not the race, the dog! My aunt has a Shih Tsu (sp?) named Daytona 500 (I know weird name right?)


Has anyone heard of the Beggin Strips contest? You send in a video of your dog and... well I don't remember the details but my aunt made me take a video of her dog with my camera and post it on youtube and Beggin Strips! To go see it go to either- Google videos, Youtube, or Beggintime.com. Type is Daytona (or Datona, I spelled it wrong on one) racin' for the beggin time 500 to see this dog. Post and Comment. Sometime soon I'll have the video posted on here.

I still think the dog is lame, but I'm not into small dogs. Although apparently I'm the only one because Daytona is currently #1 in popularity and #5 in ratings. What is this world coming to?!

Here is the link to Daytona's Beggin Time, vote plz: Daytona Racin' for the Beggin Time 500
Here is the Google Link

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Kage Kitsune Vs. Kaji Ookami!

Basically meaning, Shadow Fox V.S. Fire Wolf.

I would be the shadow fox and my friend Ember is Fire wolf! Ember is a character I created for my stories and she stuck to me like glue! I see her sometimes, like a hallucination, and she talks to me. So here goes my first REAL post!
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I am Shadow Fox, I sit in the darkness alone and silent, waiting for my sun to shine on me; waiting for the darkness to leave my soul. Yet, this is not a shadows destiny. I am to forever be darkness; forever to be living on light. My fur is as dark as a the bark on a shadowed oak and my eyes are like fresh dirt in a darkened cave. I creep at night, invisible in the darkness for in the day I am as plain to see as the nose on your face. I am alone, silent. I am a hunter in the day where the sun dares not wander. I shall sit and stare into the water at my reflection and forever wonder, Why?



I am Fire Wolf, I am strong and determined. I grow where I please and feed off the land. Never will I need the sun, and never will I be in darkness. My tongue is sharper than the flames that snap. My eyes are like smoldering ash; my fur like a tempered flame. I know few weaknesses. I fear only water and containment. I dance in the forest to my own flickering beat. I am beautiful but dangerous. My only sadness is that I shall never know the comfort of a friend's body near mine. I am alone; free, I hunt where and when I please, but never will I find a companion to rove with me.


I am Shadow Fox, my cries sound in the night. I feel your bite near my leg as I leap away. You can not hurt me foul being made of light, but your's taunting brightness is all it takes. I will not bow down to you, no matter how subtle my movements are in the dark. No matter how fast you follow I will out move you with clever thought. I shall always escape when you pin me with strength. You shall feel the pain of my misery and the sting of my tears!

I am Fire Wolf, my howl lights up the night. I will let my claws and fangs do the talking as I strike forth. My determination is ablaze and my temper is flaring. My strength and speed are superior and never shall you touch my fur for fear of getting scorched. Animals and plants shy away from my heat as I race through the forest after you; the setting sun lighting the world ablaze. My anger and hatred toward my past will burn you into ash; my pain will break your body in two!

I am Shadow Fox and I've seen many pains. I've watched my family die and I've lost all friends who I knew by name. Now you, such a strong, beautiful wolf seem to be as lonely as I. We are always at a draw and never have the advantage over the other. Despite our differences we are the same. You've lost all you've ever had and have nothing you really want. You're flames can not hurt me for I can not touch the light I yearn for. With you by my side I can walk where I please for your dancing flames stir shadows into being. Follow me my newfound friend and no longer shall we be sore or sad.

I am Fire Wolf and I've known no one like me. You are the first I've seen who even comes near my uncontrollable flame. Such a cunning, graceful fox you are. Shall I accept your presence? Why would I refuse? You shall be a clever friend and will be able to match my witty tongue. You seem quiet and will never know the wrath of my flame or temper. You bring darkness to the light I've always known. Lead me my newfound friend into a haven where we shall not yearn for comfort ever again._______

So did you like it? Hate it? Loath it? Love it*wink wink*? It was a basic drabble but I kinda thought it was interesting. It is what I think is the reason Ember and I came together. Ember is fire, hot tempered, strong, beautiful, never having what she truly wants. I'm the opposite. I am shadow, dark, lonely, cunning, wanting to see the light but never able to touch it. We have what the other wants in a way.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Ohayo means Good Morning!

Temple Amarok is not my real name. My first name means Temple in Japanese; which is a language I want to learn. Another language I want to learn is Inuit which is where Amarok comes in. Amarok is the Inuit word for my favorite animal- The wolf! In my bilingual quests I decided that the combination of my two favorite languages should come together to create my pen name!

I am a major Yaoi fan! I watch Naruto regularly and my friend Kenny( or Kenata as he wants me to call him) got me into it! He says he isn't gay, but seriously? I don't think I've ever heard of a Yaoi fan boy! Well one that's not either gay or bi. Thats okay if he is; you know what they say: A gay guy is a gal's best friend!

I have a cat named Precious and I want a Golden Retriever. I also have a little monkey...er... I mean a little brother named C.J. We live with our relatives since both my parents are dead. I don't talk to people about my feelings so I normally express myself threw my writing. I have yet to write a book because I have yet to finish anything; One day though...

Most people seem to get on my nerves. I'm pretty short and at first glance most wouldn't find me dangerous. If you should ever meet me, keep in mind. My tongue is sharper than a knife. I'm pretty accepting of friends. If I say I'm gonna BE your friend, then Hell, I'm gonna be your friend! If you annoy me THEN ask to be my friend... you better be shittin' gold bricks. When i'm your friend there may be times when I don't seem to be very true. I don't do 'girl talk' and I don't gossip or talk about how cute some silly celebrity is because that part of my mind is in the real world. Any part of me that fantasizes or dreams is in teh magical land I created. This isn't saying I am not creative, TRUST me I am REALLY imaginative. Here is a little quote put together to descirbe me: